So an awful lot has changed since my previous post in a pretty short space of time. When I last posted I talked about our last frozen embryo transfer, subsequent early loss and how we were planning another transfer for October. Sadly this has now changed. It is now looking like another transfer is on… Continue reading Adjusting
Is a question I’m sure, as Mums (or Dads), we’ve all asked ourselves at some point. This has hit me particularly hard lately. A few weeks ago we had Noah’s Parents Evening. I know it sounds bizarre right? A Parents Evening for a not even 2 year old? But actually they are pretty useful. The… Continue reading Have I Failed My Child?
First I have to start this post by apologising for my lack of posts lately. Those of you that follow me on Instagram or Facebook may have gathered that I’ve been struggling with my mental health lately and you wouldn’t be wrong. Hence my radio silence on here, as I just didn’t know what to… Continue reading Silence Isn’t Always Golden
Today has been a hard day. We all have them although we feel like we shouldn’t. We put pressure on ourselves to be perfect and have perfectly happy days but, nope, we all have hard days. Today I woke up feeling like a black cloud had descended over me. I felt so sad though I… Continue reading Hard Days
So this week has been a pretty quiet one, mainly because poor Noah has been poorly with a nasty virus. Tuesday we ventured out to town on a shopping trip in an effort to get me out. My anxiety levels have been pretty intense lately and being stuck at home just makes it worse but… Continue reading Jäger Bombs & Snotty Noses
I’m not going to lie, I’ve been struggling lately. My close friends and family know that I’ve had a battle with depression and anxiety on and off since I was a teen but, before now, I hadn’t had a major relapse since 2011. To be honest I didn’t even recognise myself that I was slipping… Continue reading My Inner Struggle