Calm Down

That’s got to be the most common response I’ve ever received to having a panic attack and possibly the most frustrating. You think the clue would be in the terms “panic attack” or “anxiety attack”. There you are feeling under siege by your anxiety, quite literally under attack. The last thing you feel is under control of your emotions, much less the ability to just “calm down” just like that.

The Misunderstood Introvert

As an introvert, I have felt misunderstood more times than I can count. Whether it’s being accused of being rude, labelled as being shy or simply being told that I’m unsociable. Each of these experiences left me feeling that maybe there was something wrong with me. That I wasn’t “normal”. Instead, it turns out, I’m simply just an introvert.


So an awful lot has changed since my previous post in a pretty short space of time. When I last posted I talked about our last frozen embryo transfer, subsequent early loss and how we were planning another transfer for October. Sadly this has now changed. It is now looking like another transfer is on… Continue reading Adjusting

I’ll love you forever, I’ll like you for always, as long as I’m living, my baby you’ll be

So after all the build up to our frozen embryo transfer I hardly ended up documenting it at all on here! Those of you who follow me on Instagram will already know that sadly our cycle didn’t have a happy ending. On the 22nd May we had a frozen embryo transfer of a perfect 5AA… Continue reading I’ll love you forever, I’ll like you for always, as long as I’m living, my baby you’ll be

And so it begins….

So I am literally the worst blogger in the world for not having updated this blog in nearly 2 months! I think if I’m honest I needed a time out. Time to process where my head was at. Until I’d done that I just found it impossible to put words to paper. Nothing sounded right.… Continue reading And so it begins….

You Matter Too

Lately I’ve been coming across a few posts on social media like this one that just wind me up! I mean wtf?! On one hand us women are meant to be encouraging each other to feel empowered and self confident and then we go and post stuff like this? This in particular really got me… Continue reading You Matter Too